I’m Frustrated

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I’m Frustrated

Stagnated

I’ve been in this situation for so long

I’m trying to change it with my hand

With my thoughts

With my mindset

But they’re failing me

I get hopeless

Desperate

Frustrated

How long will this be?

It’s been too long, in the same situation in the same condition

Do you O Stranger ever feel like me? I woke because sleep gave up on me, I came and I wrote to get it out of me so I can go back to sleep and try to change all this frustration within me, by my hand again

It’s a cycle a circle, a repetitive cycle on loop, how do I break it? How do I change it? Is it me that does it? Or is it God? Do I leave it to him? and do what I can, well, that’s all I can do. Pray, have faith, hope, know this is my destiny… But I’m so frustrated. How long, when, how long..

And then I see a glimmer of hope, a slither, a rainbow something slightly has changed, a STAT I’m getting traction they like me, I’m accepted I will now make money! Nah it’s the same cycle and circle and loop I do everyday.

I hate feeling vulnerable and I never ever like to, raw, exposed, unhidden, on show, the true me that I hide so much, it’s scary, the fear, the rejection, the worry, the what, when who, why, where, my mind is buzzing because I’m frustrated and I don’t know what to do. Sigh.

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2 comments

  1. “Allah does not charge a soul except [with that within] its capacity. It will have [the consequence of] what [good] it has gained, and it will bear [the consequence of] what [evil] it has earned. ” (Al-Baqrah)

    They say that the time we have right now is always better than the one which is coming next.
    Don’t worry, as long as you fight and leave it to Allah–things will be fine.

    You Silky, you stay strong. 🌈

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