I’ve been in this situation for so long
I’m trying to change it with my hand
With my thoughts
With my mindset
But they’re failing me
I get hopeless
How long will this be?
It’s been too long, in the same situation in the same condition
Do you O Stranger ever feel like me? I woke because sleep gave up on me, I came and I wrote to get it out of me so I can go back to sleep and try to change all this frustration within me, by my hand again
It’s a cycle a circle, a repetitive cycle on loop, how do I break it? How do I change it? Is it me that does it? Or is it God? Do I leave it to him? and do what I can, well, that’s all I can do. Pray, have faith, hope, know this is my destiny… But I’m so frustrated. How long, when, how long..
And then I see a glimmer of hope, a slither, a rainbow something slightly has changed, a STAT I’m getting traction they like me, I’m accepted I will now make money! Nah it’s the same cycle and circle and loop I do everyday.
I hate feeling vulnerable and I never ever like to, raw, exposed, unhidden, on show, the true me that I hide so much, it’s scary, the fear, the rejection, the worry, the what, when who, why, where, my mind is buzzing because I’m frustrated and I don’t know what to do. Sigh.
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